THE NEED TO REALIGN


Crawling inside my little faults
My lacerations
Tripping on my holes at my feet
Reincarnation

I've died too many times
For you to stay alive
I've had enough of this shit
I need, we all need to realign

It's what we want, it's what we know
It's what we came for
Strapped to our seats, thinking it's fate
Trusting everyone

We all crawl and we all bleed
And it's all just to please
Form the line and show you're veins
What prize do you think you'll see?

I'm not ready to lose

Spill a seed into the future
Fast forward it all
Where will you be when time ends?
What do you think of all of this?

I've died too many times
For you to stay alive
I've had enough of this shit
I need, we all need to realign

But no one's giving it to me
But no ones giving it to me

Fear is real, but it's put inside of you
Through hypnotic pictures moving
On you're screen, on you're TV
Filter it carefully

Crush the lights, we don't need to see
Everything we see turns to grey
I'm waiting for the answers
But no one's giving it away

We're just freaks
Playing a game
Most of us lose
But really what's there to gain?

I've died too many times
For you to stay alive
I've had enough of this shit
I need, we all need to realign

Crush the lights, we don't need to see
Everything we see turns to grey
I'm waiting for the answers
But no one's giving it away

TASTE THIS LIFE AWAY


So many things I have to teach you
Like being silent when I speak
Don't follow me with you're sharp eyes
Don't blame me when I try
To keep you all for myself and you hide

This cage I've built just suites you
It's not my fault if you were meant to be
An animal in a cage for my will
A plastic doll in a window sill
But right here you're just perfect

Close the blinds, the sun's not our friend
Just stay sublime, the fun never ends
Try so hard to be what you're not
Embrace a taste
Taste this life away

Force yourself to enjoy a treat
Or waste away for all to see
We are doing this for you
Opening you're mind to a whole new world
Feast upon the broken mule
User your past to burn the fuel
Carry you're own weight for once and just
Step into a whole new world

Play a little game with me won't you
I promise to let you win if you lose
Don't cry to me with you're dull eyes
Don't fight me when I try
To keep you all to myself and you hide

This prison you're in is just for you
It's not my fault if it was meant to be
A locked heart with no key in sight
A plastic doll in a burning fire
But right here you're just perfect

The sun is hiding from us
But you won't tell it where we are
Maybe you will?
Maybe I can't trust you at all?
Close the blinds, the sun's not our friend
Just stay sublime, the fun never ends
Try so hard to be what you're not
Embrace a taste
Taste this life away

Force yourself to enjoy a treat
Or waste away for all to see
We are doing this for you
Opening you're mind to a whole new world
Feast upon the broken mule
User your past to burn the fuel
Carry you're own weight for once and just
Step into a whole new world

Something's eating me inside
Maybe I should let you go
This might be a good thing
You might be eating the excess

The sun is hiding from us
But you won't tell it where we are
Maybe you will?
Maybe I can't trust you at all?
Close the blinds, the sun's not our friend
Just stay sublime, the fun never ends
Try so hard to be what you're not
Embrace a taste
Taste this life away

Force yourself to enjoy a treat
Or waste away for all to see
We are doing this for you
Opening you're mind to a whole new world
Feast upon the broken mule
User your past to burn the fuel
Carry you're own weight for once and just
Step into a whole new world

The sun is hiding from us
But you won't tell it where we are
Maybe you will?
Maybe I can't trust you at all?
Close the blinds, the sun's not our friend
Just stay sublime, the fun never ends
Try so hard to be what you're not
Embrace a taste
Taste this life away

DECONSTRUCTING DESTRUCTION


Deconstructing Destruction

Falling down
Into a world of destruction
Cannot calm it down
I need to join a ready faction
Something's got my tongue
I can't speak
Only whispers leave my mouth
I trust too much, too young
I can't reap
So I take it all down

First the walls
Then the floors
All battered and torn
Like a fish caught
Out of water
Out of breath
Withering away

Just another day for me
Just another day for me

But I still hear you
And you know I can feel you
Just pushing down
One day we'll disappear

Pray a little harder
Because I never do
Take you're adrenaline
You're going to need it soon
Once those walls come down
It's everyone for themselves
Let's hope theirs no instigators
And if there is we'll do it all again

Deconstructing Destruction

Can't you feel the rain?
Well that will stop today
Someone will bring the pain
Just tell them to fuck off

First the walls
Then the floors
All battered and torn
Like a fish caught
Out of water
Out of breath
Withering away

Just another day for me
Just another day for me
The only thing that matters now is trusting
The path, the field, the wonderers
Don't trust too much you can't reap
So we'll take it all down

Deconstructing Destruction

Falling down
Into a world of destruction
Cannot calm it down
I need to join a ready faction
Something's got my tongue
I can't speak
Only whispers leave my mouth
I trust too much, too young
I can't reap
So I take it all down

Deconstructing Destruction

Pray a little harder
Because I never do
Take you're adrenaline
You're going to need it soon
Once those walls come down
It's everyone for themselves
Let's hope theirs no instigators
And if there is we'll do it all again

I HAD THIS DREAM


I had this dream
Where everyone around me
Was drowning and screaming goodbye

I had this dream
Where I couldn't do anything
But watch them wave as they go down

I had this dream
Where I was awake
Watching myself sleep
And I blew my mind

I had this dream
Where I played this game
And lost my soul Just to go down

I don't know why I free myself
And I don't know why, I just love the thrill
Can't tell in fear of treason
Can't say in fear of pessimism
Don't know, but when you do
Please tell me, I'm curious
Of your answer

I had this dream
Where you were there
Flying through a blue flame

I had this dream
Where I was awake
Watching myself sleep and I blew my mind

I had this dream
Where I fell up
I didn't think
That could happen

I had this dream
Where I fucked up
Or was it that I just fucked you

I don't know why I free myself
And I don't know why, I just love the thrill
Can't tell in fear of treason
Can't say in fear of pessimism
Don't know, but when you do
Please tell me, I'm curious
Of your answer

Yours, yours, yours
Answer
Yours, yours, yours
Of your answer
Yours, yours, yours
Answer
Yours, yours, yours
Of your answer

KEEP IT WITH YOU


I've got this problem following me
It's just a figmant of imagination
I drop the seed, hoping that someone
Could carry it for a while
But no one does
They just throw it down
Plant it again
Just lead me around

Take this seed
Keep it with you
Follow me
Into the ground now

When you're folling me did you know?
I'm just a figmant of imagination
Not really here, but who's complaining
I'm helping you with you're problems
But do you care?
You just throw it away
I'll tell you know
Don't throw me around
Take this seed
Keep it with you
Follow me
Into the ground now

I've got this problem following me
It's just a figmant of imagination
I drop the seed, hoping that someone
Could carry it for a while

Take this seed
Keep it with you
Follow me
Into the ground now

FACE DOWN


Stop the train
I'm getting off here
I'll be a while
Don't wait my dear
I'll take a ride on a fast change hurricane
When I get back, I won't be the same

I found a hole
And I think I like it
I just don't know
If I'll survive it

I'm playing deep
As deep as it gets
I need something new
Something that fits
Well I'll play this game with you but I want to win
If that's not okay, then don't count me in

I found a hole
And I think I like it
I just don't know
If I'll survive it
It's up to you when you lead me around
So is it face up or face down?

So is it face up or face down?
I'll let you decide when you lead me around
So is it face up or face down?
I'll let you decide when you lead me around

I found a hole
And I think I like it
I just don't know
If I'll survive it
It's up to you when you lead me around
So is it face up or face down?

So is it face up or face down?

TIME DISTORTION


There's times I fall to time distortion
The times I fall in trance you see
The times when I don't pay attention
There's times when thoughts are more important then you

There's times when my mind goes to sleep
The times I never want it to sleep
Those times tell me that something's wrong
A defensive mechanism for the strong

You're weak at heart and I can see that
The only thing I train to forget
I'm not selfish I just want the best

There's times when falling is not an option
Times emotions must be ignored
All they do is run your life
Just learn to turn them off and push the knife

You're weak at heart and I can see that
The only thing I train to forget
I'm not selfish I just want the best

See tomorrow
In a different light
If you do
You'll see that you can still see and feel
But it's better to just let go

There's times when I just wasn't sure
But I assure you today is not like that
Promise me you'll consider this appeal
It's appealing when you think of it like that

You're weak at heart and I can see that
The only thing I train to forget
I'm not selfish I just want the best
I'm not selfish I just want the best

SHADOWS PLAY


I've decided to stay in shadows
The darkest corner of a well lit room
Placing my pieces all over the floor
Kicking them into place

Again we fall so far from this earth
Feet never touching the ground
In bliss we take our, lives at stake our,
Hearts left in our room

Places we take in this story of mine
A prince left without a sword
In a battle of will, to take is to kill
And we will never be the same

I for one, remember a time
When my sword glared back at the sun
Taking me to places above
Above and beyond

So dance with me to make me see
The sword that's stuck in stone
It might take a hero, it might take my life
As long as I know you might take me tonight

I will let you in
If you admit to me
That you'll take the lead
I don't want to be first

Stripped of almost everything
But I know that you're stripped too
I can see it, in you're eyes
I can't understand how you smile

Now I know what you mean when you say
Everyone bleeds in a different way
But who cares about all that bullshit
Just stay right here, it's too easy to quit

I will let you in
If you admit to me
That you'll take the lead
I don't want to be first

I'm looking straight into a strobe
It beats with me in highs and in lows
Princess to come I think, where is she?
It's getting to be too late

Force another smile in
Knowing it's fake but I've got my tricks
A will of stone, or a stone that will
Crush absolutely everything

I will let you in
If you admit to me
That you'll take the lead
I don't want to be first

TAKE THE SHOT


Wake up all dazed and pulling teeth
Like a banshee waiting for final recess
And I grab my soul and tie it to the bed
Where I'm going I won't need it

Force it down a drying mouth
This water taste like nails
On days like this in the killing field
You don't wanna lose your frail hydration

Monday I make the call
Tuesday I plan it all
But this time something's going wrong
I know cause I can feel it

Then I saw her eyes
Pale blue, like the sky

I can't take the shot
I'll have to do it tomorrow
I've been saying that for years
While this place is yours
The world would be so hollow
Pale blood and tears
But you give it hope
This beauty is borrowed
Farewell my dear

But I guess I can't quit
It's all I've got
So I'll ready the arms again

Wednesday I'm afraid to fall
Thursday I'm one for all
Something doesn't feel quite right
I can taste it in the air

Then I saw her demise
Red like the morning sky

I can't take the shot
I'll have to do it tomorrow
I've been saying that for years
While this place is yours
The world would be so hollow
Pale blood and tears
But you give it hope
This beauty is borrowed
Farewell my dear

It's not something I want to do but I may have to
I need to prove something to myself, for me

Then I saw her eyes
Pale blue, like the sky

I can't take the shot
I'll have to do it tomorrow
I've been saying that for years
While this place is yours
The world would be so hollow
Pale blood and tears
But you give it hope
This beauty is borrowed
Farewell my dear

UNWIND


Breath in and relax
Step down and bring back
This world we've thrown away

Forgive and synch thoughts
Trust it, there's no cost
Form a circle and push away

Cry out to the world
Give me mine and take what you will
Crash out our minds
Reset to blow us all away

We don't feel what we don't know
We only find what we grow
Seeds of hate and burning time
Give us the gun and watch us all unwind

Fortitude and strength
Guide us our strings
You wouldn't have it any other way

Pass on what you know
Makes you a hero
Now you've gone and thrown it all away

Cry out to the world
Give me mine and take what you will
Crash out our minds
Reset to blow us all away

We don't feel what we don't know
We only find what we grow
Seeds of hate and burning time
Give us the gun and watch us all unwind

(I hope they don't)
Cry out to the world
I hope no one hears you
I hope they don't lift a finger for you

(I hope they don't)
I hope they don't
I hope they don't
I hope they don't lift a finger for you

We don't feel what we don't know
We only find what we grow
Seeds of hate and burning time
Give us the gun and watch us all unwind

SPINNING


You know I know this world could buy my mind away?
Slip inside a spiral anyday
But there's one thing that I hold onto forever
I'm on a plane heading one direction
Autopilot is on
And I've almost got the strength to turn it off
You're the last string

So what's your thoughts about taking turns?
I'm just spinning round and round and round and round
And I need you're touch
To help me land
I'd help you do the same once I'm down

And I know I've put your life on ice
And I know I don't deserve it
But I won't give up and let myself throw into the flames
I push and I push but nothing gets me satisfaction
Maybe what I've lost is the same as what I want

So what's your thoughts about taking turns?
I'm just spinning round and round and round and round
And I need you're touch
To help me land
I'd help you do the same once I'm down

I'd help you do the same once I'm down
I'll help you if you pull me down
So many reasons to fall down

So what's your thoughts about taking turns?
I'm just spinning round and round and round and round
And I need you're touch
To help me land
I'd help you do the same once I'm down

So what's your thoughts
I'm giving you mine
So what's your thoughts
I'm giving you mine

DISAPPEAR


I'm in the summer's rhyme
Plague heat and so implied
I break thirst with crimson tide
And no one knows but in the sun I die

I need your blood to set me free tonight
I need your cry to reach my ears tonight

I'll make you one of us
Just spark a little trust
I'll force it if I must
You know it's not love, just plan lust

It's pretty useless to scream
Just pretend it's all a dream
I'm really not that mean
I just need to taste you

I need your blood to set me free tonight
I need your cry to reach my ears tonight

Just smile and wave
I'm a vampire you know
It's flesh I crave
Anything but the divine
It's a game I play
I'm playing for my right
Ten more of you
And I can disappear

Push your luck again
I want to see your world end
I'll ignore all your sings
Digging straight to the vein

I'm really giving you
A fountain of eternal youth
A memory that remains with you
I have to know your truth
Just smile and wave
I'm a vampire you know
It's flesh I crave
Anything but the divine
It's a game I play
I'm playing for my right
Ten more of you
And I can disappear

Just smile and wave
I'm a vampire you know
It's flesh I crave
Anything but the divine

POINT ZERO


Freedom's down, won't somebody tell me
I've taken down everything that's in my way
Strapped down, skin is auburn
It's not sopposed to be this way
And I don't know how I feel about you
And I don't know if I care about you
I don't know if I'll become what you want
Break the skin to find
Break it to find nothing

Just an empty space
Point zero
Just an empty cage
Because I've escaped
So where is your hero?

I'm down a road I've never been
The road is brown, I think the lines are the same
Stop now, I can't see a thing
Is it sopposed to be this way
And I don't know how I feel about you
And I don't know if I care about you
I don't know if I'll become what you want
Break the skin to find
Break it to find nothing

Just an empty space
Point zero
Just an empty cage
Because I've escaped
So where is your hero?

So where is your hero?
So where is your hero now?
Freedom's down, won't somebody tell me
I've taken down everything that's in my way
Strapped down, skin is auburn
It's not sopposed to be this way
And I don't know how I feel about you
And I don't know if I care about you
I don't know if I'll become what you want
Break the skin to find
Break it to find nothing

REALITY KILLS


I'll believe I've run my course in deep blue seas
I conceive more thoughts then you could ever imagine
It's not for you to know
For my weight in gold
I wouldn't let it go

This pathway burried deep in me
Is forming last turns
This honor sewed inside of me
Is pushing daisies
Pale and white every night
Without courage to fight
I need you here by my side
I'm throwing you everything
Reality kills, reality kills, reality kills

So now that you know
Doesn't it make it so much easier?

I guess I'll let you in
For my weight in sin
I couldn't let you go
I couldn't let you go
I'm throwing you everything
Reality kills, reality kills, reality kills

This pathway burried deep in me
Is forming last turns
This honor sewed inside of me
Is pushing daisies
Every night without courage to fight
Every night without courage to fight
Pale and white everynight
Withought courage to fight
I need you here by my side
I'm throwing you everything
Reality kills, reality kills, reality kills

PAUSE


I'm not following you
You just seem so insecure
If you only knew
Where your future is headed
I can't stop it now

Playing the game again
Your stop's so far away
Losing my mind again
What am I sopposed to do?

So I'll steal yours
You don't need it
Your game is mindless
Needless to say
I think I'll stop now
You won't feel it
You're whole body
Is proving to be numb

I pause too long and let it all just slip away
Grab the pieces and put them together, let's hope they fit
Just remember I'm not here for you, I'm here to reimburse myself

I've had enough of you
But you come back for more
I stop to wonder
What would it be like if you were no more
I can't stop it now

I feel so far away
I'm peeling my face again
You're always so far away
Just out of reach

So I think back
To what you gave me
Too many fears
Too much the same
Then I promised
I would repair
But nothing's broken
I just don't care

I pause too long and let it all just slip away
Grab the pieces and put them together, let's hope they fit
Just remember I'm not here for you, I'm here to reimburse myself

I'm here to reimburse myself
Reimburse myself
I'm here to reimburse myself
Reimburse myself
I plan it all with no escape, judged by intuition
Body and soul in place, my own intervention
I'm like the sun, warm and burning, like fire
I pause too long and let it all just slip away
Grab the pieces and put them together, let's hope they fit
Just remember I'm not here for you, I'm here to reimburse myself

THROW ME IN THE FIRE


Paint me your fantasy
Paint me your fantasy

I can't wait for you to see
How we relate so closely
In ice we hide
A form carried way too long
I don't distill the fear I see
I don't feed off of pitiful envy
But I might
Yours looks good
Or will you look at me and

Turn me to stone
Turn me into ashes baby

You say you tell the truth with no lies
You're killing yourself with your disguise
On thin ice resides
A path waiting way too long
You don't distill the fear you see
You don't feed off my sick empathy
But you might
It looks good
Or will you look at me and

Turn me to stone
Turn me into ashes baby

I'm not the one
The one who walks away
To keep the stone hidden above
The slow feeding tangled love
I'm not the one
The one who falls away
To keep the light hidden above
The sould bleeding vessel of love

Paint me your fantasy
I want to see how dreams are made
I feel nice, you're surprised
To find that I can survive so long
I don't kill reality
I don't plan on worry free
But I might
You may find
Be just enough for you to

Turn me to stone
Throw me in the fire baby

Resolution is on it's way
Watch each step that you take
It's thin ice, but your eyes
See nothing but paved lanes

Turn me to stone
Throw me in the fire baby

You don't kill reality
You only kill what relates to me
You'll burn fine, you'll soon find
But will still find a way to

Turn me to stone
Throw me in the fire baby

I'm not the one
The one who walks away
To keep the stone hidden above
The slow feeding tangled love
I'm not the one
The one who falls away
To keep the light hidden above
The sould bleeding vessel of love

I'm not the one
The one who walks away
To keep the stone hidden above
The slow feeding tangled love
I'm not the one
The one who falls away
To keep the light hidden above
The sould bleeding vessel of love

STATUES AND KINGS


I've seen a smile before
That's not what you're doing
Like the statues in the dark
You're pale and invisible

I've brought the light to shine on you
Too bad the bulbs all burnt and torn

Just like the sky and moon we'll
Fly like birds
Feast like kings
Try out this world
Without wings
Or would you rather sit back
And watch it all rush by

Now you're condition is just weakening me
In moderation it comes so easily
But when it rains it pours
And its raining so hard now
Busing through the doors
And destroying me somehow

Just like the sky and moon we'll
Fly like birds
Feast like kings
Try out this world
Without wings
Or would you rather sit back
And watch it all rush by

Would you rather watch it all rush by
Or would you feast like kings
Fly like birds
Or watch it all rush by
Would you rather watch it all rush by

Just like the sky and moon we'll
Fly like birds
Feast like kings
Try out this world
Without wings
Or would you rather sit back
And watch it all rush by

I won't sit back and watch it rush by
I won't sit back and watch it rush by

FALL AWAY


For now I'll stand my ground
But you better watch it, he's coming around
The look in his eye tells it all
The darkness of his heart makes us fall

Are you ready to fall away
And breath with me
We might not be alive but at least we're by each other's side
Take my hand
And walk with me
This is our new garden, let's plan ourselves a brand new hell

Blank and spiraling down
Watching the hands as they count down
The look in your eye could kill us all
You just need to learn to have a soul

Are you ready to fall away
And breath with me
We might not be alive but at least we're by each other's side
At least we're by each other's side

The sting of the sweat dissolves in whole
Feirce nights that you raped and stole
The perfect end to an outright lie
No matter what, I won't comply

Are you ready to fall away
And breath with me
We might not be alive but at least we're by each other's side
Take my hand
And walk with me
This is our new garden, let's plan ourselves a brand new hell